The Autistic Lutheran
Wednesday, 11 October 2023
The Case for the Common Cup
Friday, 7 July 2023
Man The Lifeboats! - A Response
Thursday, 15 June 2023
The Subtle Soft Antinomianism of Modern Lutheranism
Tuesday, 6 June 2023
My Frustrations with Chris Rosebrough
Monday, 5 June 2023
Women Teachers?
Monday, 13 March 2023
My Frustrations With Dr. Jordan Cooper
Wednesday, 1 March 2023
Autism and Anger Management
When stress, anxiety, or anger rears itself, my logical and rational faculties take a back seat to the emotional part of my brain whose thinking and feeling processes are that of an adolescent mind. So you can see how everyday interactions can be more difficult, keeping my cool on social media is an everyday challenge because I get drawn into arguments and confrontations so easily, and then my fight or flight response tends to kick in, and my perceptions of people that disagree with me on various points gets warped so that they become public enemy number one in my mind. Its difficult enough for my autistic brain to understand and interpret social cues and responses in the real world, let alone on social media when I can't see a face or understand the tone of speech being employed.
My self awareness of how my anger manifests has grown the last few years, but my ability to manage it hasn't so much, aside from a few grounding techniques and risperidone that help me more in the outside world. So my options on how to manage myself on social media come down to three options, self isolation, limiting my time on Facebook, and self editing my responses, and trying not to get drawn into every battle. The latter seems the most doable, because outside of social media, I have very few connections to the outside world. Making and keeping friends, and long term relationships, has been a lifelong struggle for me, and my fears of rejection tend to keep me from reaching out. So for the last 20 years the internet has been my primary mode of connecting with the rest of humanity, and its very hard to break that habit especially when people make it hard to connect because they sense there's something different about you, something they'd rather not be around. In that capacity I share a lot of similarities with the YouTuber Autism On The Inside who put out this video with which I could instantly relate:
In conclusion, I'm explaining all this to explain how and why my anger flares up on social media, not to make excuses for it. Because in Lutheran circles, I'm often misunderstood and mischaracterized as some kind of monster, a hangover from my failed marriage. I really don't enjoy being this Jekyll and Hyde character, and by the grace of God, I hope to do better in future. But I can't do it without your support and prayers. In the name of Christ. Amen.
The Case for the Common Cup
Below I will give three short theses that I believe defend the use of the common cup in Lutheran liturgical practice: 1. A Matte...
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Below I will give three short theses that I believe defend the use of the common cup in Lutheran liturgical practice: 1. A Matte...
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The original article can be found on the Gottesdienst page here . While Pr. Beane makes several very good points throughout his...
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1 Corinthians 14: 33-35 As in all the churches of the saints, the women should keep silent in the churches. For they are not per...